I am the Guy

I am the guy who will persist in his path
I am the guy who will make you laugh

I am the guy who strives to be open
I am the guy who's been heartbroken

I am the guy who's been on his own
I am the guy who's felt alone

I am the guy who holds your hand
I am the guy who will stand up and be a man

I am the guy who tries to make things better
I am the guy who's the whitest half-Cuban, ever 

I am the guy who's lost more than he's won
I am the guy who's turned, but never spun

I am the guy you couldn't see
I am that guy, and that guy's me


-Blake Jenner-

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