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[A Reflection] If We Die, We Die, But First, We Live

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You find yourself stranded among these piles of fabric with different colors and textures; on the other corner you find your mother and your soon-to-be mother chatting and laughing and choosing the right fabric for your big day. And there exactly I was.
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What is meant for you, will reach you even if it is between two mountains; And what isn't meant for you, won't reach you even if it is between your two lips.
As days go by, I have come to understand the meaning of such quotes. Not just getting to know the literal meaning of each word, but trying to wholeheartedly accept the consequence that lies within the quote . 
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When You Know, You Know

Growing up, I was always wondering when the time would be for me to meet The One. I know a lot of young girls grow up and become a completely developed mature woman who has other dreams and priorities, instead of focusing on just finding Her One.
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